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Devastation and Grief… no boogaloo tomorrow. =( Been looking forward to it since last Friday night. Thought it would be the highlight of my week, unfortunately, it wouldn’t be. haihzzz.. it only starts next week Wed.. and I can’t make it. Booohooo… Now i have to w8 for 2 whole weeks till boogaloo..

Funny thing was, i wanted to buy a new pair of shoes in which i can dance the Boogaloo in. Went to Nike and Adidas over the weekend, found 2 pairs I liked in Adidas, but wasn’t sure about it yet. So indecisive I know, but i like both. But i can only choose one =P But doesn’t really matter anymore since there will no be boogaloo-ing tmr. =( It hurtsssssss =(

Looking forward to something for sooooo long, only to find out the day before, it ain’t gonna happen. Seriously a big pang.

Anyway, my ring. Raj gave it back to me =)

but i lost it again. =(

but i found it back =)

but i realized I or someone else stepped on it =(

So it’s all weirdly shaped now =(

But few friends of mine and I tried to press it back into shape =)

and it’s slowly getting it’s shape back =)

My ring has gone through so much in just 2 days. =S

maybe i won’t wear it tmr..

Oh, and I’ve been trying to figure out how I can get Friendster to stop notifying people about me updating my blog. Anyone knows how I can do that? =S Thank you.

Happy Birthday Yee Keong =)

No, not the scary show the ring..

I’m talking about MY RING!!! the ring that makes me look goth punk, u name it, i look like it. *Images more towards the dark ’satanic’ side la, that is*

Ok, i’ll talk about the ring later on, but OH AM I GLAD I GOT IT BACK *Raj….grrrrr* So, I woke up this Monday morning, thinking it was a Tuesday and i was cracking my head trying to remember what i did on Monday, which in reality, was a Sunday. *Follow me?* ok

Then i really woke up and realized… ‘oh, its a Monday’. So yeah, it was raining!!!!! -.- I wanted to snuggle up in my bed and go back to lala land.. aihz..

So anyway..college.. was ..alright.. hmmm..was feeling the usual.. not too emo, not too happy, that kinda thing. The drama started after 1. As usual, went up to AC, foosed with Chee Mun, then Raj then Ding Chao. Recently i’ve been wearing this criss cross ring on my thumb.. why? Cause i like la !.. but yeah, everytime i foos, i take it out so that i can have a better grip on the foos handle. I’d remove the ring from my finger and place it beside my purse and my Hp.

Sometimes, some dumbums  * I still love ya’ll =D * ..no names mentioned la.. yeah.. those dumbumz would quietly sneak away either my hp or wallet, making it seem like i lost it. But, got la sometimes i’ll spoil their plan cause i know their doing it. But yea.. now that i have a new, smaller item glittering beside my hp, and wallet, that innocent ring has become the victim of recent kidnapping cases. -.-

There were many a time, my ring was kept hidden in a dark, rough surfaced area.. most of the time in someone’s back pocket jeans -.- other times, it’ll just be in their sweaty palms. But today !

omg

today…after the game with Ding.. i couldn’t find my ring on the side of the table.. and the first person i would normally turn to was not there, so i turned to the next person who would do such a cruel, heartless thing. And this time I’m mentioning his name. RAJ !!!!!! -.-

i turned to him.. but he said he didn’t have it. He left Ac while i was frantically searching for my ring *sob sob*… =(

i gave up half way, and joined the rest downstairs.. and even threatened Raj with a knife.. which i found lying on the floor =P But then i put it back into the dirty dishes container just in case some numnut like me might do something crazy with it -.-

SO anyway.. i left to go to the Lib.. and i was soooo depressed…sooo unhappy… soo emo. Ask newan who saw me .. I was.. crushed. *heard that Raj????!!!* grrrr >.<

but yeah.. i gave up la, thinking i’ll never see my ring again.. and i decided to treat myself to a Ramly Burger. Felt much better after that.. hmm…then went home. THEN ….

I received a msg from Raj and i qoute :

Y O U R R I N G H A S B E E N F O U N D

…….WHATTHEHELL RIGHT?… =P *that’s my response to the statement above*

lol.. omg… u don’t know how relieved i felt man…That was why i was so unhappy.. I don’t know why i was actually so bothered about it.. i mean, no one gave me that ring.. i bought it myself..but i guess i just hate losing things…I feel as though my whole day is a total bleagh.. if i lose something la

Even losing a ruler can make me feel that way.. i just cannot stand losing things.. its crazy..

But yeah, all’s good, like Raj said. Can’t wait till tmr when Cheryl hits him That’s what friends are for. lol =P

A note to Raj:  Be heavily padded, my friend

So, today.. was a rollercoaster ride for me.. like..woah..

Im drained =P

P.S - Arieff gave me two hugs =) Thank you, Birthday-Boy-To-Be-On-Friday =) ahahah.. Thank you all. ahaha =P

When will I ever learn…?

Sometimes, I am such an idiot..

Gosh..

fck it man..

seriously..fck it..

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and Pls just stop it all

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I want to write.

I want to compose.

I want to create.

Ever felt like …WOAH ! I GOT  CONDITIONAL OFFERS !!!!!!!!… =) ok that was random, but i just checked my mail… woah.. omg…Uni.. daym.. =S Im scared..but happy… =S .. ok long time more..but ok !!!

back to where i was..

ever felt like you were one of those talented people who could write and compose music?

Sot la, cause i feel like that =^.^=

I mean, i can’t write or compose songs for nuts..

no experience la..

but, Fimy and I did write KOW KOW EMO POEMS back in form 4. =P

we were going through a very difficult time together…so we turned to poems =P

I wish i could just pick up my guitar and strum a few chords and start humming a tune out and composing a song -.-

One of my dreams

=)

Soon la.. when i cut my nails so i can play my guitar again =P

i.h.e.a.r.t.m.u.s.i.c.

d.o.n.’.t.y.o.u.?.

was just inspired by this girl, Dee May’s friend ,who performed at the bistro we went to on Saturday night in Hartamas. Her songs were really good. And the band after hers was also good. -.- One day la, I’ll call you all to come and see my band play …. ahaha =P

My band so far : Dee May, and me. =P ahaha, I’ll be playing the keyboard..or the triangle and Dee May will be playing the instrument that has the beads inside the thing that looks like a bowling pin. The cha cha one =P

So, anyone interested to join our band, please call +60129849956941

Auditions : Starting next week from 11.am - 5.pm. Location : Dee May’s house basement or Cass’s guest room. -.-

Ok, sorry Dee, =P ahahaah, we had many good memories in that basement =P

Love you JuJu =)

AAAAAHHHHH ! i can’t believe Im home already !!! *kicks off shoes and lies back on sofa* wooohooo… ah, i wish it was that relaxing..but anyway.. im so freaking glad that Monday passed by soooo fast. Its awsome, I totally woke up on the wrong side of the bed.. omg.. U won’t believe what happened, but yeah i guess you won’t believe since i’m not going to tell =P

Anyway, argh, today was so messed up. Got back my Calculus *beeaaaauuutiiiful girlllllllll* sorry, random, it just came on tv =P ok, yeah got back my calculus results… that sean kingston guy looks so freaking young, like 12 or smthng.. no?

yeah anyway, calculus results.. omg.. =( sucks balls and mushrooms man.. haihz… oh The Apartment serves the most digusting ever mushroom u can ever imagine, looks like rotten wood and dead seaweed.. but.. it tastes sooooo gooooood ! yummmmy =) i aint a mushroom person =P but i love that mushroom. Button white mushroom from West Virginia are the best.. …. ok maybe not from West Virginia cause i just made that up, but yeah, Button mushrooms *thumbs up* .. now u know what to get for me for x-mas!!! IT’s coming !!!! =D wooohooooooo

so anyway.. we had this economics debate on Monetary policy VS fiscal policy, an on going debate that will never die down!!.. chose not to be one of the speakers cause I know i can’t speak, which sucks balls and coconuts, so i am determined to practice everyday in front of my neighbour’s dog who almost bit our *Geraldine and I* asses off when we were sitting on the house wall -.- but don’t worry, our asses are still proudly placed where it should be =D

so  back to the debate, I wanted to speak up when the floor was open.. but being a wuss, i wrote down my points and passed it on to the speakers but some of them weren’t said. So, i shall bombard it here!

First of all, America is not the richest country in the world, It has tons of debts that still hasn’t been paid off and their living off borrowed money. Secondly, i don’t think Bush was elected by the people as President. Im sure he paid/bribed people -.- everyone hates him now..And if u follow the fiscal policy, you can reach economic growth in a shorter period of time..yes, you fall back down faster as well, but im sure with proper planning, we can avoid a deep fall, can’t we? iF you follow the monetary policy, it will take forever for you to reach maximum growth…and its not as though you don’t fall back down. You do, yes, and even though the falls are small, what makes you so sure that will be the pattern forever? In theory wise, it works out well, but in reality.. i don’t think so. It’s more practical to rise and fall. Nothing wrong with that, especially since the government works on decreasing the unemployment rate by lowering the interest rates in order to encourage consumers to spend more rather than save it in the bank. And ah hah!! Isn’t monetary policy around the same as fiscal policy ? in the sense that, every 6 weeks or so, a GROUP of people gather together to DECIDE on the interest rates? Doesn’t that sound familiar in the fiscal policy? The goverment makes decision for the greater good of the citizens. What makes u so sure that the decisions made by those GROUP  of people will benefit the rest of the citizens? they may only pay attention to their own kind and leave the uneducated ones behind. Not good eh? How is their economy ever going to grow with people tagging far behind? And it is always better to have authority take control over what we, as normal everyday consumers, handle the big important things. It’s not as though we don’t have a chance to point out our view and opinions? Fiscal policy is not like socialism/communism where there is one authority who says it all. THe government is just helping to balance things out and play their part when needed. That’s all. With monetary policy, people are free with decision making, but ever heard of the saying, ‘too many cooks, spoil the broth’? yea, im sure that will happen. So, ah… FISCAL POLICY !!!!! WOOHOO !!

ok.. finally got that off my chest, I was so upset when i couldn’t tell anyone, now the whole world knows =D .. lol.. ok corny.. hope i made sense though.. =S i Think i didn’t but whatever, =P .. so.. Yeah, thats all.. can’t wait till next week =) or this Friday =) bleagh

4 more days to goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Take care.

It never meant anything at all

Your words will always be words…

Nothing more..

No deeper.

Im just a fool..

again.

Forget history.. It’s done

I’m done..