Currently…

I can feel my bones, I can see my veins,

My fists are clenched, thinking of all the pain,

Truth, No Lies, That’s all.

Kinky

That was the theme for today. hmmmm…

Anyway, my hair is REALLY curly man!!! and it’s quite nice to touch. *Only I can touch it!* but, I’m quite scared to grow it out…wonder what I’ll look like.. hmmmmmm

burn bitch, I heard ur story* lol..random line from Eamon’s-fuck it

OMGosh! There was this RUDE, SUNAVABITCH OF A MALE SPECIES who didn’t know the meaning of manners! EFF HIM MAN !!!! EFFHOLE didn’t want to open the door for us *MEL & I*and when we finally opened it *I Opened it* he had the courtesy to leave a remark that sounded like "IF I OPENED THE DOOR THEN IT’LL KENA YOU RIGHT!"

omgosh ..such an effhole man. And I was COCKSTARING him all the way up until he was OUT OF MY SIGHT but he NEVER looked back!I mean, come on la, it’s not like we gurls are retarded to open the damn door, but it’s manners la for the guys to open it for us, and let us go first.

LADIES FIRST, BASTARD

and not only did I have to open the door, he HAD to leave a remark. Argh ! Geram man this type of people. argh !

anyway, i left my anger trademark on Mel’s notebook so.. weee..and I drew something obscene.. Sorry Mel >.<  I’ll edit it tmr or smth =P

So, today.. i have 27cents left in my HP. Not that I’m broke, but I just want to see how long i can tahan.

And today, I felt..empty. Hmmm.. as in emotionally inside. Empty..but guess I’ll have to get used to it considering how things are. I admit, I’m sensitive. But I can’t help it, just don’t want to get hurt..again.

I was born to tell you I love you* lol another random line from Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade

OH OH ! currently my favourite song is 4 IN THE MORNING by Gwen Stefani. Just love the lyrics and how it ngams with the tune and all.

Mornings these past 2 days have been different =)

Oh, and I really dislike people who talk behind my back and the worst part *for them la* is that I am aware of it. *Rolls eyes*

Come on man, you’re like 18/17, you SHOULD know how to talk behind people’s back without having them realize it since u want to talk behind people’s back.I see ur an amateur. I think you should give it up. You’ll end up getting more enemies. Seriously, an advice from me *the person u were talking about* to you.

pfft

Anyway.. I’ll blog soon!

take care and have a great week ~ muax ~

It hurts….

.All I needed was to cry and it made me feel better

.I’m doing things I’m receiving from other people

.I know how rejection feels

.I can no longer stay happy for 24 hours

.I long for.. many things which I won’t get, emotionally

.I have to learn to shut up

.Today I was Yellow on the outside but I felt Black on the inside

.Many people are disturbed, including me

.I fail

.If only I could speak how I feel without making others feel uncomfortable ; without making me feel uncomfortable

.I’ve learnt not to blame other people for the way I am ; I’ve learnt to look in the mirror

.I am Sorry.