your smile
woooo…haven’t "blogged" for quite some time.. but im back !!! lol..losta things happened since the last time.. good and bad.. but im surviving.. =)
anyway, i totally screwed up my data test today which was weighted 3 so… pretty bummed out .. =( aihzzz.. feel like a bum !! i’ve been calling everyone that except myself!!!
so..today.. went quite ok.. i guess.. was hoping it would be happier…but wasn;t really.. bleagh.. i rode with fimy today back home in fimy’s car !!! ahahah.. i still think she’s too small for that car.. i still think we’re small kids .. =P i dont feel like we’re gonna be 18..it’s so weird.. well.. i dont act like how any 18 year olds act.. in fact.. how is an 18 year old supposed to act.. btw im not 18 yet…legally la..but still its 2007 and i was born in 1989 so technically im 18 la.. ahhh whatever…im crapping..
anyway .. i was happy in fimy’s car..singing and waving at Ron in his car…lol =P .. but yea.. dont know why i feel sooooo bleaghy =S ..i guess its got to do with the test.. and me being tired..and..some other stuff… aihzzz
im soooo broke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyone willing to lend/give me cash ? =D ..yea right..
things change so fast and sometimes it sucks for that moment..but probably it’ll get better later.. hope it will get better.. i made some decisions recently.. and i dont know..i just hope it’ll work out and everything will be fine.. though now i feel as though im blamed for everything..u don’t want to knw how i feel ..
and i’m thinking if people don’t really understand what ever that is happening, they should not talk about it..it is really none of their business…and they shouldn’t treat anyone differently just coz they heard stuff abt them..they should get to knw the truth before opening their mouths…bleagh..sorry..being random !!!!as usual… =S
feeling emo now… =(
to see you smile will make my day..
i can’t get enough of your smile…
