Currently…

I was listening to Hillary Duff’s new song "with love" and i started thinking about those two words.

and i thought we should do everything..with love.

eg. argue with love & not hatred

if everything was based on love, won’t everything be so much better ?

but then again, not everything is about love…

So today i went back to clg to attend the PTM & it went alright i guess. What i expected to happen, happened, so i wasn’t like shocked or anything and i did tell my parents before hand what i expected the lecturers to say. No doubt they were disappointed in me over Data. But i was more disappointed in myself..for not pushing myself harder and for not taking the initiative to take those extra efforts.

It sucks to disappoint people but it feels worse to not reach that expectation that you yourself had set. Kinda feel hopeless in a way.. Cause it’s like.. what we’ve learnt in Data this two months was like the easier part.. and now, we’re moving on to the harder parts .. and they would be going quite fast because my final exam is in June. So like *counting* roughly around 2 months more for me to catch up and buck up..2 months will pass by real fast..

Guess ppl can read my pretty well.. ppl i didn’t even knw would actually notice told me excatly when i was starting to lose focus in my work..and..yeah I guess i wasn’t focused during that period of time..haihz..

Right now I’m inhaling thinner..

Insecticide stinks

I feel…useless

Tomorrow is the last day of Chinese New Year

I’ll set my new year resolutions

If i remember to do so

With love,

Miss Lee.

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