Dolorous Feel

Monday in college is over ~ went by quite fast. Anyway, thanks to Lynn, Yi Zhen, Arthur and Shah for like reading my nonsense which makes sense to you coz u do understand ! So, today, felt pretty grey and gloomy in the morn, (maybe its coz of what i wore - big baggy grey Taylors shirt).. felt drained and bleagh-y. Day went pretty well actually.. oh no .. it didnt. I was freaking out and stressed over not completing my assignment and i had to do it in like English and i felt much better after i did but still felt quite crappy after finding out i did the assignment wrongly, so there goes my hope for achieving a level 4..haihz.. but the day was better especially during Psyc class.. somehow it always does.. it always gets my mind off things i worry about or things i feel sad about…so thats relaxing and fun .. in away.. yeah, then lunch !.. oh i felt hot and terrible!~ must be the shirt~.. then it was Lan.. (eewww) and i had a terrible headache n i felt like shit so i "slept" through out Lan, tho i could actually listen to conversations from diff ppl n it sounded funny n weird n it didnt make sense..prob because i was listening a bit from here and there and yeah…made up my own story.. haihz

was supposed to stay back to like do work in the library but just felt so tired…so i went back after Lan. Thank goodness i did.. so that was practically my day in college. still feel bothered and crappy inside.. like, i want to let ppl know but like i feel i have no right to bombard them with my problems.. so.. yeah.. i know they are there for me .. but i just can’t do it .. like i just want to go on thinking that the problem doesn’t exist .. but in reality, it does.. and .. argh.. its problematic..so.. yea..i do what i do now.. type

i was just wondering.. how long will friendster be "alive" for.. do u think like in ten years time, our acc’s will still be active and available for ppl to like look at and like remember the past? it’ll be cool though coz like most prob at that time, most of us won’t be seeing each other coz like we will go our separate ways but hopefully we wont forget each other la ..but won’t it be cool if friendster still existed.. then we can like scroll down our testimonials and relive the past..

im scared to move on… but it happens.. but its scary.. but its life..im running out of things to say.. oh well.. till tmr ~ have a good week.

Dolorous Feel~

2 Responses to “Dolorous Feel”

  1. Shameer Says:

    Hats off to you for admitting it but we are all afraid to move on.

    Lets hope friendster does stay alive… For the benefit of men.

    Enjoy college there you.

    * =)

  2. stephy Says:

    mmm. its hard to say what will still be alive and kicking and what wouldnt. heck, its even harder to say if you or i might be alive 10 yrs down the road (touch wood). but it has served its purpose these past 5 yrs so who’s to say it wouldnt for the next 10?

    then again, things like myspace and facebook have gained as much popularity since..

    take care cassie!

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