Bubbles in life
Have you ever in ur life felt like u are the only one in the whole wide world facing problems? even tho u read in the newspapers that there like wars going around and like ppl dying from poverty and bombings and all sorts of stuff now? It’s weird how aware we are about all these serious things in the world and yet can still have the courtesy to think how miserable your life is at the current moment..is that being selffish? i mean, it may not be a huge problem but it still bothers u a lot, u knw ? is that wrong? When i feel like Im having too many problems to handle, I sometimes feel guilty for even bothering to think about it..like i ask myself "how could i be crying over this when other bigger and life changing problems are happening out there to other people" and it sucks to have that feeling..but i can’t help but be bothered about these problems that seem oh-so-worth-crying-over-for.. it seems important to me..those problems.
It’s weird having to go through different phases in life and feel so many new emotions.. that sometimes u get caught up in it and it upsets ur life.. It’s weird having to feel sad and that pain and hurt u feel inside ur "heart" or wherever u feel that feeling. Where does it come from? Is there like some organ thingy that like "merembes" hormones ? lol.. yeah.. but .. really.. and is it like wrong to think to urself or like have mental conversations with urself …coz i do that a lot.. it’s like im talking to myself, expecting a reply from the "inner me".. k.. im making no sense .. but yeah.. i just don’t understand these feelings man.. its soo confusing.. n like love.. what is it ? Many people have different definitions to what love really is.. and yeah.. its just a feeling.. but why does it change people.. why does it take control over a person.. ? *currently swirling down the black hole* - confusion.. questions that can never be answered. bleagh ~
anyway, today in clg was pretty okay.. felt pretty okay.. though i have mountains of work to do.. aihz ~ .. im still slacking though.. so thats not okay.. but i guess im not the only one.. okay
i put on weight !!.. *random-ness* but yea i did .. n i was shocked..but happy.. yeah.. weird.. aihz..feel tired.. and lethargic.. same thing but i like to put them together..
Cass is dying down…need to recharge batteries.. or maybe even change it.. Im waiting..
hv a good week
Bubbles in Life~
February 27th, 2007 at 9:56 pm
It’s not wrong to be worrying about ur own probs when there R other bigger ones happening in this world, love, cuz obviously, u should settle ur own one first rite
but dun let it take over u, don’t let it control ur senses. then it’s REALLY not worth it.
*n dun bother bout looking for what love really means cuz honey, u’ll be wasting ur time. there’s no specific meaning for it, im tellin ya THAT*
*psst psst, i hv mental conversations with myself too cass*