Currently…

This is my first ever blog i’ll be posting for the world to see but doubt people would actually waste their precious time reading my blog since it ain’t as interesting to look at like xanga or whatever, but trust me xanga is sooo confusing .. ok maybe for computer-ulu ppl like me but yeah whatever. so who ever is reading this get ready to be bored. I’m going to talk about my current life, like you guys will be the 1st to know how i actually am right now at this very hour, minute, second and milisecond. The question i’m about to ask you now is "How am I ?" and I am going to answer "Like crap". Those people who are interested in this uber boring blog thingy would most probabaly ask "Why?" and I’ll answer you "Because I like la". "Because i like la" is currently my favourite line but it gets annoying but whatever, that’s what I am when Im hyper but Im not saying that I am now. Actually I’m pretty dead, like i answered above, Im like crap. Now i won’t go into such details but yeah .. just so everybody in the whole wide universe knows, im in a crappy mood. And probably after reading this, if you are still reading this *applause to those who made it this far* you would be in a crappy mood too.

You never realize how much someone means to you when that someone leaves. We always take things for granted and then regret like crap when that someones leaves. It always happens to most individuals, k, maybe not to some people who read it but still right, it does happen. Why can’t we learn from the past ? Why must it always repeat itself ? I don’t understand how people can be so happy. But then while i am ranting and raving about how crappy things are, it crosses my mind like a bullet train that there are millions out there in the world that are suffering much more than I am. Ok, that was random…but its true.. haihz.

I feel as though i have no energy to type all this crap. I feel as though every single hyperness-cell in my body is drained and sucked by some evil "destroy-the-happyness" vacuum. Im hallucinating. Im seeing alphabets. I think i’ll go now.  Im making no sense. What’s new. To all, don’t take things for granted. Don’t let go.

I am unconcious only in your eyes~